I feel like I’ve been going through a dark night of the soul these last couple of years the unexpected always pulling the rug out from under me, too many changes in the wind for me to count altering the course of direction that I thought I was headed in, creating chaos and conflict daring me to move, forcing my hand at times. It’s as if the universe knows something I don’t. Could it be fate, destiny if there even is such a thing, maybe my manifestations? Honestly I don’t know anymore but I do know I’m tired of holding on to people who don’t care to hold on to me. To the things that no longer serve me. I’m done fighting the universe, I’m done fighting myself. I like to think that I am a reflection of the universe so maybe it’s time I pay attention to what it is trying to tell me, what the part of me that sees the unseen wants. It’s time to shift my bones and step out of my fear, my worries and trust that everything is going to work out the way that it is meant to. That everything is happening the way it was meant to. It’s time for me to get out of my own way, release the part of me that is stubborn to change and let things be, allow things to play out and see where I am led to next.
© Aanchal Gounder